In early December, just when I thought I had been feeling strangely well lately, a vague feeling of unease hit me in the stomach. Then nausea and pain.
And my neck, eyes and fingers hurt from playing. In Red Dead Redemption, just holding X down put a strain on my thumb.
My tooth enamel is so worn that eating kiwi, for example, causes pain, too sour. As I already said, I didn't even buy mulled wine for Christmas because of that.
A while ago, one night, I had a terrible stabbing back pain when I made the mistake of lying on my stomach for a while. Luckily, it got better, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to sleep.
I get annoyed by all the time I have to waste on maintaining this body. Cooking, eating, exercising, showering. When that time could be used more efficiently, for example surfing the internet, playing games or watching TV.
All the time spent on this body is just a waste of time, because soon it will just be a pile of ashes anyway.
Yet my legs dare to complain immediately if they don't get enough exercise...
And what happens when all the food starts to taste bad? The last time it happened was with saithe and tuna... I wanted to cry when I couldn't get the ground beef I ordered from Prisma at the store, the industrial stuff tastes bad and isn't good. The food runs out when nothing tastes good.
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