I can't bear it

So it happened again that last week when I was on my way to the dental hygienist's appointment, I got a message that the appointment had been canceled due to a broken device. It's not the first time this has happened to me. Do those devices really break down that often, or have I been cursed? When I made a new appointment, there were no appointments at all at first. Then there was only on the day I had an exam. And the next ones were over a month away. Somehow it feels like something is wrong. And now I couldn't pass the exam in question... and the retake exam is on the same day as the appointment with the dental hygienist. Not that there's any chance of passing the retake either.

The weather was already too warm again. If I can't stand +16 degrees, what will summer bring? I hate it when I sweat and feel bad. And having to take a shower as soon as I get home. And having to spend a lot of money on mineral water. My skin already got burnt.

 

 

 

Easter?

I actually watched Gone with the Wind, it's still an epic movie. And then I had to start reading the book again. "Scarlett O'Hara wasn't beautiful..."

 

On Good Friday I ate too much when I mixed broccoli with (corn) pasta, and I also ate ice cream. I felt like throwing up the night between Saturday and Sunday because of it. On Sunday I was nauseated because I was hungry, and then after eating I was nauseated because of nauseating food (meat loaf). I think all food, especially meat, is so disgusting these days. Only some snacks would interest me, i.e. chocolate, ice cream and some yoghurts/curds. But so-called real food? No thanks.

It's a bit annoying that I've been paying service fees to my bank like an idiot for decades. I should have closed my costly account when the free one became available.

May 7th will be exactly 30 years since Finland's first win at ice hockey world championship. I was hoping that Yle would show the final "live" (again) to honor it (I even made a wish to Yle about this), but no. They only show a documentary about it.